"I won't call him first."
"I'm not sending a message first."
The above statement has broken many beautiful relationships.
Never let ego be a driving force in your relationship. If you don't want to be vulnerable sometimes, then you are not ready to be in love.
It doesn't matter who calls first or who sends a message first.
Provided that, your partner isn't taking you for granted. The more you keep doing this for them, the more power you have to explain how you feel about their attitude towards communicating with you. And, if they truly love you… they will adjust and make amends.
Don't lose an amazing man/woman to flimsy excuses that could be worked on.
Make that call now!
The best time to send that message is now!
I love you.
And, wish you a beautiful relationship.